My mistakes and mishaps does not have the power to define me as a person. I am life, I am fashion, I am my God given name. Continuing to grow as time goes by, daughter, sister, best friend, I am my God given name.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

the word BFF is an understatement

I know I've been gone a while but I'm back and I have something to get off my chest. First of all the word BFF is an understatement. Its hard to find a bestfriend that is truly that, a friend that is the absolute best. Some of them are sneaky like a snake and will do anything to get what you have no matter if they have to step on you or over you to get there. Bitter you say? Well I was over that until i started talking to my friend and it just made me upset all over again.. You know its funny how one person being in their life can completely change everything. It started in October when I received a call from my "ex bestfriend" asking me about this guy that used to talk to me, but he was not it at all so i ignored him until he got the point; not to mention he lied. Anyway, so she said he liked her and was trying to talk to her mind you this is supposed to be my bestfriend and she's doing this sneaky ass shit. Long story short she started talking to him, so i cut her off then, but she didn't get the point, so she kept going. She befriended someone that i can't stand, and its like she turned into that person. I just can't stand fraud ass people who act like nothing is wrong. Then you act like i'm distancing myself, and why i'm always ignoring you? Yea right, lets be grown up about this. Ughhhhhhh; i just can't stand that. One of my friends asked me would we be friends again, ha negative. Once I'm done, I'm fuckin done. So consider yourself done sweetie. I believe a bestfriend is someone who shares your deepest secrets, who won't tell and no matter what will always be there for you, and i have found that one. It also took alot to lose someone who I thought was a besfriend but is just as foul as a enemy. I'm not saying that a bestfriend can't be found but there are just some people that can't be trusted.

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