the word BFF is an understatement

I know I've been gone a while but I'm back and I have something to get off my chest. First of all the word BFF is an understatement. Its hard to find a bestfriend that is truly that, a friend that is the absolute best. Some of them are sneaky like a snake and will do anything to get what you have no matter if they have to step on you or over you to get there. Bitter you say? Well I was over that until i started talking to my friend and it just made me upset all over again.. You know its funny how one person being in their life can completely change everything. It started in October when I received a call from my "ex bestfriend" asking me about this guy that used to talk to me, but he was not it at all so i ignored him until he got the point; not to mention he lied. Anyway, so she said he liked her and was trying to talk to her mind you this is supposed to be my bestfriend and she's doing this sneaky ass shit. Long story short she started talking to him, so i cut her off then, but she didn't get the point, so she kept going. She befriended someone that i can't stand, and its like she turned into that person. I just can't stand fraud ass people who act like nothing is wrong. Then you act like i'm distancing myself, and why i'm always ignoring you? Yea right, lets be grown up about this. Ughhhhhhh; i just can't stand that. One of my friends asked me would we be friends again, ha negative. Once I'm done, I'm fuckin done. So consider yourself done sweetie. I believe a bestfriend is someone who shares your deepest secrets, who won't tell and no matter what will always be there for you, and i have found that one. It also took alot to lose someone who I thought was a besfriend but is just as foul as a enemy. I'm not saying that a bestfriend can't be found but there are just some people that can't be trusted.

whats done in the DARK eventually comes to light.

Privacy is something that is needed in a relationship but in the celebrity world most of the time they get the shorter end of the stick. Some are able to keep their lives under wraps for example B & Jay. They didn't deny but when asked they ultimately denied. I guess that when a celebrity is asked if they are dating someone the answer is yes even when they say "oh we are just friends" for example Rihanna & Chris Brown, Beyonce & Jay, Bow Wow & Ciara (throwbackkkkkkkk lol) and now Christina Milian & The Dream. They make a cute couple in my opinion; whatever makes them happy. The stories about her sleeping with him for a platinum album, is crazy in my opinion. The music will speak for itself in the end, and what they always say whats done in the dark will definitely come to light. For those in disbelief the proof is in the picture.

In other news, I am sorry for not posting, i just have been busy with school and of course getting ready for the summer time. I will be back in effect this week, but this just caught my eye.

coffee TABLE books.

I have ultimately became infatuated with coffee table books all of a sudden. I think that fashion is a must for expressing ourselves and that these books are a representative of that as well. There are so many to choose from and I am unsure of which ones i would like to invest in. I'm looking for 3 bomb coffee table books so if anyone knows of any FASHION coffee table books please let me know I know for sure that I want to invest in Influnce by Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen because their style is phenomonial and I absolutely love them. Thank you guys in advance=].

YAY its STORY time!

So last night I watched the Storytellers that was on VH1. Omg, i fell in love with kanye all over again. It brought me back to 'Through the Wire' and 'All Falls Down'. He is brilliant, and he definitely has a way of expressing himself. His arrogance amuses me because he doesn't give a eff what anybody else thinks; I see that in myself as well haha. I caught myself singing along the whole hour and a half. I wish Jeezy would have been there to perform 'Amazin' with him; but hey it was good without him as well. I have no idea why, but I love his haircut. I can't see anybody else pulling that off though. I truly enjoyed this and cnt wait for the reruns. lol. I recommend it to any true fan of Kanye West.

why should WE hire you?

First interview today, I am so nervous right now i don't even know what to do. This will be my very first job since I have been spoiled since forever. Trying to step out on my own finally and make my own way. The spoiling will never change but now its i'll be spoiling myself as well as my lovely mommy. HEHE=). Wish me luck, will update later.

Update: The interview went really well and now just waiting for the callback. Pray for me guys=].

whats BETTER than the GOOD LIFE.

So I'm basically speechless right now after seeing this video. This video is bomb to say the least. This is Kanye's best video right here; not even kidding right now. He is simply a genious. After seeing this video I'm really anticipating seeing the VH1 special coming up; I saw the one with Jay-Z so this should be pretty good. This must have been a Kanye day for me because i bought the Vibe magazine [February 2009] with Kanye on the front. Thank God for campus bookstores who distribute the magazines hella late. On the other side I have a child psychology test tomorrow so I really need to get to that right about now. Let me knw what you guys think of the video. I'm pretty sure my personal cheerleader Denise will appreciate this blog post; shout out to her as well. I have a tv lineup to watch tonight so, let me get started on my studying.=/.

his name is DRIZZY.

He started off as Jimmy on Degrassi, was on a song with Trey Songz as an unsigned artist and is now signed with Young Money and Interscope. His new mixtape 'So Far Gone' is excellent to say the least. Me loving music has to say that he gives hip hop a very much needed breath of fresh air. He's like the Dream of hip hop; in a way he reminds me of ye because of his creativity. I have been listening him since Room for Improvement and I recommend him to anybody. Not on the bandwagon, I AM the bandwagon.