flashbacks in those damn FLASHING LIGHTS..

all i need yu to do was to believe in us- keyshia cole. is tht the reasons why most relationship fail; lack of trust?? not only lack of trust in each other but in "us" as it should be said. this year has had its ups and dwns but isn't tht what learning experiences are all about right? brought in two thousand eight with a new relationship tht ended early because of those long distance relationships tht consequently doesnt work no matter how deep the love is or strong connection may be; but lets face it fate always brings you two back together. which is where i'm stuck at the end of this year. this year i've learned alot and met even more people whom i realize i can count on in so many different ways and who i cannot. College is a beautiful thing; and the experiences tht come along with it is much greater as well. I've realized tht boys are assholes until proven otherwise. I've dealt with wanting someone i can't have, to the crush tht knws yu like him but yu care not to express those feelings. to the assholes tht will nvr get my time of day even if you stepped into a fckin clock shop. I've also learned tht guys will do anything to get yur attention even if tht means stepping to one of yur closest, which is something you should never do. not looking for anyone to satisfy me because my heart is off and there is no switch to turn it back on; the bill was never paid so now its so deep in debt not even Oprah could help. transferred universities and in the wrks of transferring again for the lst time. I've found my fave 5 like i had switched to t-mobile. my lng lost stepsis to my big sister c. reed to the numero uno, dos, & tres. k0rd, trecey b, & marck0.= us together equals trouble and unforgettable memories.. realizing tht i'm always the blunt one of every group tht i'm in. the mean girl, if we were on a tv sh0w i would be the blair of g0ssip grl, the naomi of 90210. i speak my mind & doesn't care if it offends you; won't even ask. well i'm rambling so lets focus on the new year. No new years resolutions because i dnt believe in those; they nvr get done in the right way so stop asking. I love fresh starts i must add. Ready for the new spring fashions and the people that may come into my life. With tht being said farewell oh eight and welcome oh nine!